'Sing, Goddess, the wrath of'......
if only it were that instead of Sophocles.....
Today was a terrible day for some reason.
Less than one full week into classes and school is driving me to drink - literally...I was in *both* campus bars today.....not a good sign.
Greek is going to do bad things to me - in actuality I am not even sure I an capable of doing it in the end.....I have no idea what's going to happen. I know that I simply cannot continue devoting the kind of time I have so far to this one class...my other classes are going to pick up and I simply won't have it to give - I can only hope by then, it won't *need* so much of my time....
Today though, Greek broke something in me.........I got a really hard bit and really didn't know what was going on, and my brain just kind of shut down - and it was luckily towards the end becasue I didn't have anymore to give....
And I needed moral support, or encouragement, or something.....and I picked the wrong person to go to, and that made it even worse and just made me even more sad and depressed, for a whole slew of reasons....
Then I had a three hour class I'd yet to have and I don't know how I feel about it and I don't know if I should do something else instead, and if I did that, how much it wouls fuck up other things I have been trying to organize....
And my tummy has been crappy for days, and now on top of that I have a headache that doesn't want to go away...
And I want a mucep and I probably wont get one...
And the world is making getting to see maiden as complex and un-fun as it can be...
And tomorrow we will be having a ridiculous amount of rain...
But now it is 1:15 am, and I have given up on working, and I am watching a Maiden dvd as a last ditch attmpt at improving my day.... I have said more than once seeing them was the only thing I've ever done that I *never* wanted to have end on me.......if I could do nothing else for the rest of time, I would be content watching them play.... as such, it seems to be working somewhat....
Beast over Hammersmith; Bruce younger than I am now..... fuck, October 16th isn't close enough...
Music: Maiden with moving pictures, in my first interlude away from new audio-only Maiden, in exactly one week (I've bought new Blind Guardian and new BLS and have listened to neither as of yet....)
Today was a terrible day for some reason.
Less than one full week into classes and school is driving me to drink - literally...I was in *both* campus bars today.....not a good sign.
Greek is going to do bad things to me - in actuality I am not even sure I an capable of doing it in the end.....I have no idea what's going to happen. I know that I simply cannot continue devoting the kind of time I have so far to this one class...my other classes are going to pick up and I simply won't have it to give - I can only hope by then, it won't *need* so much of my time....
Today though, Greek broke something in me.........I got a really hard bit and really didn't know what was going on, and my brain just kind of shut down - and it was luckily towards the end becasue I didn't have anymore to give....
And I needed moral support, or encouragement, or something.....and I picked the wrong person to go to, and that made it even worse and just made me even more sad and depressed, for a whole slew of reasons....
Then I had a three hour class I'd yet to have and I don't know how I feel about it and I don't know if I should do something else instead, and if I did that, how much it wouls fuck up other things I have been trying to organize....
And my tummy has been crappy for days, and now on top of that I have a headache that doesn't want to go away...
And I want a mucep and I probably wont get one...
And the world is making getting to see maiden as complex and un-fun as it can be...
And tomorrow we will be having a ridiculous amount of rain...
But now it is 1:15 am, and I have given up on working, and I am watching a Maiden dvd as a last ditch attmpt at improving my day.... I have said more than once seeing them was the only thing I've ever done that I *never* wanted to have end on me.......if I could do nothing else for the rest of time, I would be content watching them play.... as such, it seems to be working somewhat....
Beast over Hammersmith; Bruce younger than I am now..... fuck, October 16th isn't close enough...
Music: Maiden with moving pictures, in my first interlude away from new audio-only Maiden, in exactly one week (I've bought new Blind Guardian and new BLS and have listened to neither as of yet....)
posted by Maidenskull at 8:40 PM
2 Comments:
Yeah, school hard. But you're going to see Maiden AGAIN and even better you are on your way to my house so we can go get coffee.
jeez m'dear.
consider this an internet hug...
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