breathe...

it's been a really long time since I wrote in here....
been really busy, really stressed....
can't really say that's done, but the end is an awful lot closer.
in terms of school, all I have left is the honors - which I need to get back at, but I also really need a few days to clam down and relax before i do that; it'll get done. they always do...and shortly it can have most of my time at least....

otherwise...
today was rough...
it was a pretty big day, but I don't think too many people who were around even realized........for that matter yesterday was too...hard, major, but nice...
not really sure where everythings going from here on out, but we'll wait, and see, and try and I think it'll be ok.

sometimes you think you're one of the people that can give up or stop, but then you realize that you can't - even if you want to, or think it best - and so you know you're in, one way or the other and you're not letting go...

I think steve earle has a song that goes that way...actually avenged sevefold too... not lucinda tho, or good charlotte...