'Sing, Goddess, the wrath of'......
if only it were that instead of Sophocles.....
Today was a terrible day for some reason.
Less than one full week into classes and school is driving me to drink - literally...I was in *both* campus bars today.....not a good sign.
Greek is going to do bad things to me - in actuality I am not even sure I an capable of doing it in the end.....I have no idea what's going to happen. I know that I simply cannot continue devoting the kind of time I have so far to this one class...my other classes are going to pick up and I simply won't have it to give - I can only hope by then, it won't *need* so much of my time....
Today though, Greek broke something in me.........I got a really hard bit and really didn't know what was going on, and my brain just kind of shut down - and it was luckily towards the end becasue I didn't have anymore to give....
And I needed moral support, or encouragement, or something.....and I picked the wrong person to go to, and that made it even worse and just made me even more sad and depressed, for a whole slew of reasons....
Then I had a three hour class I'd yet to have and I don't know how I feel about it and I don't know if I should do something else instead, and if I did that, how much it wouls fuck up other things I have been trying to organize....
And my tummy has been crappy for days, and now on top of that I have a headache that doesn't want to go away...
And I want a mucep and I probably wont get one...
And the world is making getting to see maiden as complex and un-fun as it can be...
And tomorrow we will be having a ridiculous amount of rain...
But now it is 1:15 am, and I have given up on working, and I am watching a Maiden dvd as a last ditch attmpt at improving my day.... I have said more than once seeing them was the only thing I've ever done that I *never* wanted to have end on me.......if I could do nothing else for the rest of time, I would be content watching them play.... as such, it seems to be working somewhat....
Beast over Hammersmith; Bruce younger than I am now..... fuck, October 16th isn't close enough...
Music: Maiden with moving pictures, in my first interlude away from new audio-only Maiden, in exactly one week (I've bought new Blind Guardian and new BLS and have listened to neither as of yet....)
Today was a terrible day for some reason.
Less than one full week into classes and school is driving me to drink - literally...I was in *both* campus bars today.....not a good sign.
Greek is going to do bad things to me - in actuality I am not even sure I an capable of doing it in the end.....I have no idea what's going to happen. I know that I simply cannot continue devoting the kind of time I have so far to this one class...my other classes are going to pick up and I simply won't have it to give - I can only hope by then, it won't *need* so much of my time....
Today though, Greek broke something in me.........I got a really hard bit and really didn't know what was going on, and my brain just kind of shut down - and it was luckily towards the end becasue I didn't have anymore to give....
And I needed moral support, or encouragement, or something.....and I picked the wrong person to go to, and that made it even worse and just made me even more sad and depressed, for a whole slew of reasons....
Then I had a three hour class I'd yet to have and I don't know how I feel about it and I don't know if I should do something else instead, and if I did that, how much it wouls fuck up other things I have been trying to organize....
And my tummy has been crappy for days, and now on top of that I have a headache that doesn't want to go away...
And I want a mucep and I probably wont get one...
And the world is making getting to see maiden as complex and un-fun as it can be...
And tomorrow we will be having a ridiculous amount of rain...
But now it is 1:15 am, and I have given up on working, and I am watching a Maiden dvd as a last ditch attmpt at improving my day.... I have said more than once seeing them was the only thing I've ever done that I *never* wanted to have end on me.......if I could do nothing else for the rest of time, I would be content watching them play.... as such, it seems to be working somewhat....
Beast over Hammersmith; Bruce younger than I am now..... fuck, October 16th isn't close enough...
Music: Maiden with moving pictures, in my first interlude away from new audio-only Maiden, in exactly one week (I've bought new Blind Guardian and new BLS and have listened to neither as of yet....)
posted by Maidenskull at 8:40 PM
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