15 minutes between me, supper, and hmv

not enuff time to do any school work, or read or watch anything, too early to call anyone (as anyone I know who's not at mun, and who I therefore have not seen today, is not yet home from gainful employment), and it's too pitiful to just sit hear staring at the wall listening to emo........

Today was somewhat crappy...

there are people around me who fucking suck, and some who are fucking awesome - and i wonder sometimes if I treat each grouping of them appropriately or that I put too much weight on the wrong one.....maybe I'm crappy and expect or demand the wrong things......casue I'm not getting them anymore......but on the opther hand, maybe my Greek Poetry paper has my ideas of power and balance all fucking fucked up.....

I can't wait for school to finish..... I have 6 pieces of evaluation in the next 19 days........this does not bode well - but what other option does one have (I guess I just need to debate my options for next term....)? IT will be a rough couple of weeks - I just don't have very much critical thinking left in me......

but yes - the 18th. that's the light at the end of my tunnel (tho I will be popping out thru a side exit for a moment after I finish exams on friday - I will drink, go to work, and drink again - with adam, tho I'm not sure if he knows this, but he leaves the next moring and he's not going away for chrstimas w/o me seeing him outside of an exam room. So last paper handed in that morning of the 18th - then off to drink/fuck/piss/ get in a fight/....and whatever else one does to partake of the crazy release of pressure. Mark will be home then - which I am super excited for....we will be the utmost in metal; Sara as well - always fun; I can hang out with my monkeys; kate if she can let go of her new beau for 5 seconds; lay eyes on my future roomie again and see what color her hair is these days.......my boy wil be super busy and in business mode, but I will be a horrible influence and make him stay out past his bedtime and not be too shiney. I think I will be drunk everyday.....just a tiny bit less if I need to be at hmv; I will buy jager by the case.....I will christmas shop and buy presents and make christmas cards and bake and go to shows and buy a dress to wear to a wedding and go to said wedding and lots of other super fun stuff.....

Music: AFI - the new thing.....december underground, maybe?

I miss my friend

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hey world....

long time no see...

been too busy. still too busy. but had a few brief reprieves in the past few days....

Pointless Classics papers have been eating my soul, and i only have 2 of 3 heading towards done; the coming week holds a presentation and most notably the end of Antigone and Wheelock....which will be lovely...

tonight I went to Dawn and Danielle's joint semi-formal birthday party - which was nice; I think they had a good night and they liked thier presents and that's the part that matters.... everyone enjoyed fancy clothes, and I enjoyed getting my jager back (well, back in my tummy, as it were...) Drank enuff, quick enuff to feel it; left fairly early; was pretty silly; and ended up watching hairspray on tv....that movie rules...i wish I was john waters' kind of beatnik...

yesterday I had super yummy indian food, saw the new james bond movie which was fucking excellent, realized that sometimes I worry when I needn't, and found out I'm not quite as strong as i thought i was...

anyway - I'm going back in, back in like three weeks.

Metal note: buy mid-range champange...

Music: Corrosion of Conformity - Deliverance